Theres no everlasting friendships?

today was a day for emotional.
things ard me changed completely!
even my friends..
why?
maybe sometimes im just too biased?
if i were to treat her good, the other one will not be happy and feel sad
if i were to treat the other one good, the one thats being leftout will feel sad and jealous too..
Whats the right things to do?
TMR is just examinations..
do you think i can pass?
i failed my 2 science tests which most of my friends passed..
what can i do?
i've got no mood to study at all!
just hoping that no more problems will come to me
but still there are
though i feel guilty for what i do, so what?
i cant do anything fucking thing also!
theres no point there..
i've learnt smt new today..
"I can never have a bestfriend in my life!"
all of them will be neglected one by one..
hurt by me one by one..
sorry ppl..
i've always wanted to care for you ppl..
but if i care for you more, the other one gets jealous
why?
i dont understand?
ppl dont like ppl?
they have grudge against each other?
idk!
im going to go really crazy somedays..
wanted to care for you but if i were to do that,
how am i suppose to communicate w him
i cant help you now..
i just cant fucking communicate w him anymore!
SORRY, dudettes!
Haizzzzz....
i shall end of here..
i've got no more mood anymore.
byebye.

Tags replies:
[Claudia]
Tagged back le. Loveyou too. ;D
[Cass]
Hi, nvm uhh. im not that petty right? Yeah, graduations.. 2years.. O:

#Never ever have best friends.

With loadsloads love,
`Gohsihui.Jaclyn